Just found my Dad’s name in some archived obituaries online. Nothing but another statistic to the people who keep the page updated.
10 years ago this October.
You said you were scared to lose me…
so now that I’m gone, how are you ok with this?
“
In any other world, you could tell the difference. And let it all unfurl, into broken remnants. Smile like you mean it, and let yourself let go. Cause it’s all in the hands, of a bitter, bitter man. Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in. Take a bow, play the part, of a lonely, lonely heart. SAY GOODBYE TO THE WORLD YOU THOUGHT YOU LIVED IN, to the world you thought you lived in. I tried to live alone, but lonely is so lonely alone. So human as I am, I had to give up my defenses. So I smiled and tried to mean it. To let myself let go…Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in…In any other world, you could tell the difference… ”
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Mika
“
This is the way you left me. I’m not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory. No happy ending. This is the way that we love, like it’s forever. Then live the rest of our life, but not together…I feel as if I’m wasted. ”
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Mika
I never would’ve gotten on that bus if I knew where it would take me…